Dinner with mY colleagues.
I suppose to have a post to tell this but due to examination, sorry for the delay of this post. I had dinner with Ms. Tan(my center manager=boss), Ms.Yong (the Principal), Teacher Nirmala and the lovely and special Catherine and Pauline on Monday. Ms.Tan ordered 10 dishes on that day which cost approximately RM 290 plus. I heard from Ms.Tan that our 3Q CEO was not statisfied with our graduation concert which was having on last Saturday. All right, I admitted that we did not have a great work and everything was a bit messy due to the stupid weather-raining. The idiot, someone call him CEO, commented on my broken English. Hello! Dear Mr.CEO, my English if counted as broken then how about yours? I think should around primary school standard LOL!! Hey, don't you see that our students were in their great and well performances with their cute look? Don't you see that Ms. Tan spent so much money to let this be successful? Or in your hardly be accepted EQ, you think that she spent those hardwork for just want to show off her wealthy? Use your brain to think la!! We won't do this for ashame ourselves okay!!! Heard from Catherine about their life in Matriculation. Iam so envious when I heard that they will going to enter university on June intake nest year. I think I'll be half dead due to the coming STPM. >_<

These were what we had on that day.
mE with Triplets~~
Missing those days we had together.

After having nice and great moment with them, I should face the fact. On the next day was my Mathematics T test. What to say?? For half of the question paper, I had no idea on how to solve that. This was my first time which get so lost on Mathematics. Till now, I only realises that life is so fair for those who burn in a midnight oil. Sadly, badly, I'm going to fail.

趁着三天的空当，我选择了‘有个女孩叫Feeling’。
有个女孩叫Feeling。
像ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ这样的女孩，很多很多。
他在你我周围，常伴着笑，也伴着哭，你也经常听到谁爱上他，谁怎么对他，她迷恋的又是谁。
他是不是不懂得爱？
还是他根本不想爱？
我也想知道答案，只是当我在寻找答案的过程中，答案像影子一样，一直跟在我看不见的地方。

很堕落的，打开了这本小说。
读了第一页，欲罢不能的在２４个小时里，了解这本爱情故事。
强力推荐，如果你有兴趣，有时间的话，看看吧！

距离可以快活的日子，倒数１２天......

The 1st week finally came to an end.
3 papers finished which included the hardest Biology Paper 2. Honestly, I think that my result for this paper will not be good but I still hope that it is acceptable because I really try very hard to memorise all the things. This was my first time which take Biology so seriously and it made me stress up. I almost cried out once I realised I actually forgot what I had memorised one week ago before exam started. With God pray, I had a new friend who we actually knew each other before. Her name is Kalai, a EC-sixth former prefect. I knew her when she was in SETA as we sat the same bus before. She made me felt ashamed of myself from her attitude and well behaviour. May God bless her along next two weeks for her papers as well. Tomorrow will be the graduation concert for my working kindergarten. I finally had a chances to work with my ex-colleagues, Triplets again. I will be the emcee for the show. Hope that I won't ruin the things. Bless me.

你的话到底还能不能信？
曾经的信任、曾经的理所当然、曾经的毫不怀疑，
都已经是曾经。

事情发展到现在，
诚实来说，我从来不怪你，反而还有些许的认同。
但是，对于你选者的生活方式，不敢苟同。

本来是不予置评。
原本想置身事外。
外婆的事，如今，还是根深蒂固的在我心里留下对你不可磨灭的质疑。

刷爆的三张卡，欠下的一身债。
留给我们的是一层又一层的‘黑锅’债，
亲戚朋友的人情债。
你的借口是外婆的奔丧费。
我们全家都没有怀疑过你的说法，毕竟这种事情不该用于欺骗。
而我，两天前，听到了不一样的版本。
从一个没有理由骗我的口中，揭发所谓的真相。

是该生气吗？愤怒、沮丧、质疑？
我的感觉只有心寒、背叛、难以置信。
舅母在梦中看着外婆含着泪，哀求着说没东西吃。
问他为什么哭？他摇摇头，难掩一脸担心、失望。
罪魁祸首究竟何方神圣？
毋庸置疑的答案。

只希望，已经在天堂的外婆。
学会放下。
放下我们、放下世俗的一切一切。

我，不可能不认她、不可能不养他。
毕竟是生我的妈。

我会让你的良心好过点儿。
让你尽一尽身为母亲应该尽的义务。
请你不要再装出一幅要关心我们的样子。
请你自重，好好过你所为‘要’的日子。

Examination Period
All right, starting from this week. I will be suffered under high stress level, high tension, no time to sleep, and keep on afraid from being a failure on any of the subject. This condition will last for three weeks. Then, I will have my life back. I really worry for my results this time. God, please save me! At least let me pass all the subjects. Wish me luck.